[ Friends ] Open Question : I NEED HELP . fourteen year old wants to move out .?
well im a fourteen year old girl . and i dont want to live at my house anymore . my dads an alcoholic and does drugs alot(not in front of me ) and he works all the time . & my mom had a stroke so basicly im doing everything for her & myself . and im not aloud to do anything , hang out with friends , go to football games anything . & my dad yells at me all the time for nothing . my life use to be perfect but now since this shit happend to my mom it keeps getting worse and i cant take it . i use to stay with my grandma& grandpa who are amazing and such good people. when my mom first had a stroke . but now im here in this hell hole . i mean i dont know what to do ,. i talk to my grandma and grandpa about it andd they said i can come & live with them anytime . and they are constanly wanting to yell at my dad and have me move over there with them , but i tell them not to say nothing cause ima get yelled at again if they do & he wolnt let me live over there . so i am stuck here . but atleast he never hit me or did anything inaproprate to me & i hope he never will but i realy dont like being here because he yells at me for things i dont even do , last night he yelled at me for falling asleep at 10 i dont even know why he yelled for that pointless reason , he yells at me for stuff he does and it sucks & some times im afraid he will hit me , trust me , im not the type of person to complain or anything unless its something that i realy dont like and i realy dont like being here , i never cry and every time i think of my situation i wanna cry . my mom realy cant do anything for herself and i miss her SOOO MUCH . but she changed and is mean now ( i understand why ) but still i have no one but my grandma . & i realy wanna live with her but i don't know how id be able to live with her because my dad tries to make everything hard . i just cant stand it if things don't change or i get out , ill either end up running away or killing myself . & im not an emotional person but its just all messed up . i just need advice on what to do , please help me .
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