[ Mental Health ] Open Question : Easiest ways to kill youself?
Heres the thing, I don't want to live anymore. I was always happy till about 1 and a half years ago then life just turned to s***. It all started about two years ago when i was at home with my mom and dad(im 14) when four men wearing masks burst into our house. They tied us up and started puring boiling water on my dad and threatening my mom and je demandung money. It didn't seem to be affecting me till six months after when it was like a continous loop in my head and each time it played it got more traumatising. After i told my teacher i went for counselling qnd i was cured, at least i think. Then ir was the summer holidays. When i came back to school i realised i have no friends, people just dont seem to care when i try to talk to them, the school i go to is private but im only in because of a scholarship. It just doesnt seem fair, people in my school are rich and have an easy life while others have to put up with s***, i just spend every lesson contemplating suicide and ways to kill everyone else in my school. I just feel like i screw everything up, last week my pc broke while i was doing a driver update and wont boot and i feel like i am making my parents poorer and drive them apart with school bills which is why i try not to break or need new things. I just want to be free, away from every one, they just mock me for everything i do. Please dont tell me not to kill myself or that god will burn me for eternity, i just want to stop feeling so angry, hating myself and be happy again; suicide seems the only way out. Counselling didnt seem to work and im just too worried to tell my parents as i dont want to trouble them anymore , i know suicide will hurt them but I just need to escape. Thank you for reading and ill appreciate your answers
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