[ Philosophy ] Open Question : How can i have fun when i have no friends!?
I'm 20. I had bad luck in high school cos i chose to stay with my bestfriend at the time, she didn't go to my school, and i went through a phase of trying to be hot and cool...which lost me a lot of potential friends. Me and her aren't even close anymore and realized we're too different. I did make friends in high school but we all drifted...there's 2 girls i still talk to, but thats mostly cos i have no one else. My social life has diminished dramatically not that it ever was that big.
Through all this when i was 17 i became friends and soon close romantically with a guy who was in my small social network. It's been 3 years now we been on & off...and only recently became official. But i always think & feel i am only with him cos he's been there, and i crave to get out there, meet new people, party, club, go to exotic places etc but it feels so outta reach when i have no friends. He says i'm being unrealistic and shouldn't feel the need for that but to just appreciate and be happy with what i have. I admit i admire other people's lives and that's where i get my inspiration from.
I haven't got a job right now and haven't for 3 years cos i been a caretaker for my mum at home. I don't know where to apply and now i'm 20 i feel lost.
What do i do?! :/
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